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[Apr. 23rd, 2007|04:40 am] |
Here is what I do now with my extra weekend time since it falls between 6am and 8am. Please kill me.

Happy Earth Day. |
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| New house, new start,...too bad it's a shitty one. |
[Oct. 21st, 2006|02:14 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] | I've just been informed that once you've lived out a full lease you are subject to different, more strict terms for a month by month basis. I found this out today when my landlord let me know they were going to have me pay for ALL of next months rent because I didn't give them a full 20 days notice of my intent to vacate. Pretty awesome that I have to pay $550 for Augusts rent to the apartment that i'm not going to be living in or dealing with, in fact I can't even live there during that time period, FANTASTIC. So I go from decent to horrible in my financial situation as I pay $400 rent for the place I will be living, $550 for the play i'm not, and $242 for running a red light and not being able to go to court because my father's dream that I enjoy hunting as much as he does... Which also means a week off work, bye bye $400 more dollars. |
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| whaaat? |
[Jul. 4th, 2006|02:43 am] |
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creep and jungle love are my new two favorite songs. for real. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 4th, 2006|11:43 am] |
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My phone got run over and I have a new one now. I am however missing phone numbers. So call me, email me, comment with your phone number please. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 25th, 2006|04:18 pm] |
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I'd like to have some people come over this Friday for some hookah and drinks, call me up yo. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 19th, 2006|10:34 am] |
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na na na na na na na - na na na na na na. |
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| All I needed to know about my job apparently... |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|05:39 pm] |
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| | lonely | ] | A recent orientation to a new job site was given to me as bluntly as this...
"If you need to go 'number 2', you can go in the house. If you need to go 'number 1', just go out under the deck."
That is all. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 26th, 2006|11:11 pm] |
Because Eric is my hero, I must also take a poll of great importance. Which do you believe is the cuter?
( The opponents ) |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2006|12:58 am] |
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Holy shit! We've got Sandwiches... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|09:01 am] |
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Aside from this weekend, i'm totally free and off work for this whole week. Hit me up if you want to hang out. As an added bonus, my cousin Eric is in town. So not only do you get to hang out with me, but you get to have your way with Eric. He's quite the charmer. |
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| And so, it starts. |
[Jan. 11th, 2006|01:42 am] |
21 years old as of an hour and 40 minutes ago. Maybe not my finest moments but perhaps one of the most drunk. I can't wait until tomorrow when there will be more bar hoping and too much drinking. Word.
Thank you Erin and Eric for the ride home. Walking blows.
Thank you Gabe and Travis for the drinks. Sobriety blows. |
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| Advent Children |
[Sep. 15th, 2005|12:50 am] |
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| | content | ] | Wow.
I downloaded Final Fantasy Advent Children and watched it even though I have to get up to work in the morning. I only have the version without subtitles but regardless it was one of the best things... ever. Anyone who is a fan let me know as I will be happy to share this wonderful thing, as I plan to watch it quite a few times anyway.
Amazing. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|11:40 pm] |
can't complete thoughts, can't solve any problems, can't feel worthwhile, can't stop the train.
what happened to me? |
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[Aug. 25th, 2005|12:31 am] |
My favorite poem... I read this many years ago and it hasn't left my mind. Thanks Eric.
The Perfect Dream
I shall hold my head high When I march through the sky As my body is showered in stones I'm not speaking of God Or saying what I believe Only dreaming of finding a home
And my fears pull me down Till I'm simple and weak And my being has lost all control But there's a spark inside me That warms my mind And Echoes inside my soul
While it tumbles and plays Through darkness and shame And seduces me with it's dance I continue to move To find my place If it even exists, by chance
And Onward I go Though so meager and small Sothat in my eye will be that flame And on my long Jouney I look down at the world From here, people look all the same
Oh what is that glimmering? A beacon of light A wish in a field of cold Or maybe a blossom So perfect and sweet That I hope to see soon bloom
No, none of these It's something more pure The reason my soul no more roams Why it's you, my flame My heart, my dreams My entire life, my home
I reach for you My head in your arms In our perfect world unseen We now are one Forever on A beauty so serene
My entire life Is yours alone And you conscience mine For we will be The Perfect Dream Through all of space and time
-Eric Padget |
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| To everyone. |
[Jul. 16th, 2005|07:31 pm] |
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I'm sorry for doing whatever it was that I did to upset you or make you not want to be my friend. Just let me know how to make it up to you. |
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[May. 25th, 2005|09:16 am] |
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| | groggy | ] | I just woke up from a dream where I relived one of the more awkward experiences of my life. I was the best man at someones wedding and I didn't know anyone there. The scene and everything had changed but the people were all the same. But the thing that made it really messed up is that throughout the duration of the dream, I had an erection and was trying to make it unnoticeable. The worst part was when I was sitting down and soon had to stand up to give my speech... I had no idea what I was going to do. Luckily, I woke up before that could happen. |
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[May. 3rd, 2005|10:36 am] |
Before, I had thought that vacations ultimately to relax and enjoy your surroundings or the lack of certain ones. I've not been away from work for more than 3 days from work in a row for a very long time, I can't even remember when. Regardless, instead of returning home with a cheerful demeanor and a few days of remaining satisfaction from a vaction, I find myself where I am now. I don't think i've ever been this depressed.
There are many of people out there that i've consiously and unconsiously driven away from me. Of course i've done certain things wrong in my life. But now, it feels like i'm paying it all back. |
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